Waiting

Karma is preserved. I had a relatively easy time with IS's layoffs back in January. It didn't matter much to me what happened. I'm getting my payback now. I'm waiting for a decision that is important to me; there's an outcome I want. The decision may have been made as much as a week ago. I'll find out sometime—probably this week. At least with the layoffs there was a well defined date. For the last few days I've been nervous every time I go look at my email; will this be the time? Will I be very happy or very disappointed?